Bored..

Boredd.. boredd.. boredd... i feel like spending this life.. doing the same thing over and over again.. studying the same thing over and over again.. i wan to learn sumthing new.. i wanna learn sumthing else.. i wish i was smarter and accepted in better school..

Olympic mood

Happy bday Indonesia.... U are 53 years old now, though there was not much achievement this recent year, but well.. u still have lots of people that love, proud and willing to help u improve.

Sunday is always a great day, no matter where u are. I've got a olympic fever this few days and feel so happy and proud when i watch Indonesia get its first bronze in Beijing Olympic yesterday in badminton (woman single) waiting for next possible bronze and gold for badminton in mix double competition.
Happy for singapore as well, coz tonite they gonna win either gold or silver medal in table tennis.. and congratulation for Tao Li, that break asian record. Though i heard there is some issues and debate within singapore society about their upcoming first medal that are going to be contributed by a non singapore-born athelete ( foreign talent), i still feel Singaporean should be proud of this and not ashame. Well.. i am not Singaporean, but i just feel people that think it's shameful to have the first medal contributed by foreign talent was just too selfish. Coz i think when they feel ashame, they should have think of the athletes that contribute the gold. The athlehes are willing to leave their country and be part and supporting ur country, which mean making themselves as public enemy in their "hometown"country, doesnt such brave step and great achievement worth some praise? So.. CHEERR!!!!

I was so impressed by American swimmer, Michael Phelps... contributing 8 gold out of 17 medals for USA, and win one of the competition with a 0,01s different with his competitor. And.. all da winning is world record. I have been thinking when will i achieve something great like that and make my country proud. Cheer for Phelps!

Olympic fever.. make me feel like doing any sport now!

Pain Killer

Another boring day in Singapore.. and I am really tired of living here, wish can escape somewhere else. Singapore is the most boring country i've ever lived in, well it's a safe and da clean but it's really boring, nothing to discover.. every place almost looks da same.. HDB flat.. condo.. shopping centre.. factory.. small university with no campus life at all..

I really miss my hometown and my old university, i miss the campus life, i miss all da people there. I still wonder until today, why cant i adapt myself with the lifestyle here, why is it so hard to make fren with people in this country... while it took so fast for me to adapt with lifestyle in Malaysia last time. Jus really tired... I jus hope I can finish this course as fast as I can, and look for job or maybe continue for further study in other countr

Again my mind cant stop thinking about her now, wat is she doing now, how is her job. I miss her, and loving her is just like a pain.. a psychological sensation dat human nerve can adapt or ignore when they got used wit it. When the pain is too strong, people will find a pain killer to supress this feeling, some people feel fine after a while, some become addicted to da pain killer. For me... I choose to be addicted, and she is my pain killer... which i cant find in any pharmacist. Miss you...